We’re enjoying our first warm days of the spring season. Gabe’s learning to ride a two-wheeler, Isla’s testing her walking skills, and Tahd’s getting ready for our garden. It wasn’t a hard winter, but it certainly felt like a long winter! I’m glad it’s finally warm!
It’s supposed to be an unseasonably shocking 81 here tomorrow, and I can’t wait! Our windows are already open in preparation. I love spring for its warm days and cool nights.
I have my first ultrasound in the morning, and I’m super nervous. I keep looking at these pictures and smiling because we had such a happy evening outside, and I know there will be many more this spring regardless of tomorrow’s outcome.
Happy thoughts make me less anxious.
But I’m still scared.
I’m guessing that’s pretty normal considering my history.
Instead of trying not to be anxious, I’ve moved on to trying to remain present. If I’m scared, I’m scared. But I can be scared and… I can be scared and go for a walk with my family. I can be scared and go to a girls’ night out. I can be scared and cook dinner.
I’ll be back tomorrow with an update!